i fear my brain is going on a decline
i fear my individuality is slowly ebbing away
i fear my creativity is coming to a standstill
What would you do with your life if you won the lottery?
I’ve been thinking…but I don’t have an answer yet. What would you do?

“And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we’re gonna be when we turn 25 35
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
No more hanging out cause we’re on a different track”

“Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it’s like we’re women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us ‘round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
Keep on thinking it’s a time to fly”

“As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever”
Next time I’ll be braver
I’ll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I’ll be braver
I’ll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet
sometimes I think, maybe all of this was wrong to begin with. I see how a good relationship began to unravel, and I can tell the exact point it all started to go downhill. the fights have left some hearts tainted, and sometimes broken hearts just can’t be mend.
so maybe, it was a wrong idea afterall. or maybe, it was the way we handled it that was wrong. either way, i’ll wait for it to pass, and maybe soon, we’ll see a rainbow at the end of the road.